I need help.
Hello. I'm new today and feel I'm really struggling. I'm 46 and had a total hysterectomy last year for endometriosis, so nearly 8 months ago. The last few months I have really started to struggle with the menopause. I was advised to not take HRT due to endo so I am on St Johns wort daily and menopace vitamins. I am tired, stressed, aching, crying, unhappy, fed up.....everything. I cant bear to be next to my partner....we have attempted sex twice in the last few months and even with KY jelly I was uncomfortable and couldn't wait for it to be over. We don't even touch each other now and I end up getting up as I just want to be alone. We don't live together and I am just finding I want to be on my own...I have no interest in anything. My work is being affected too as I'm unhappy and irritable. I feel like my life is over and this is it. Any help or advice would be very much appreciated as I feel I am going mad. I can't talk to my mum, friends or partner so I just don't know what to do x